I really like how he’s having a bit of an existential crisis about being in charge of people’s lives accidentally - and therefore being pretty cruel - but also not blaming all the ppl who used to play the game like him. Like, he feels a smidge guilty now (and will probably feel more later?) but he also still knows it’s really crazy to imagine the whole situation so why wouldn’t ppl just play the game as a game?
Idk, I just really like it so far!